"It is wednesday again!" I am so excited knowing that I will see the boy or will I say the man of my dreams today. I'm seated beside a window where I can peep to see him.
It was 11:00 in the morning and we are having a class. When I looked outside the window, I saw him sitting on a rock beside the court. Our teacher then told us to answer some exercises found in the book. I carefully answered it on a sheet of paper and finished it rapidly. I heard that he is playing my favorite sport-volleyball. So I turned my head and directed my eyes unto him. I stared at him seriously knowing that he does not know I'm around. Suddenly, he glanced at me. I felt like he is thinking that I like him so I stopped.
After what have happened, I promised to myself not to stare at him for a long time but I can't promise that I'll keep my eays off him.
This afternoon, I went to an internet cafe to do my project in computer. After a few minutes of typing, I took a rest for a while and looked around. I saw him! Now I know that he is fond of going to internet cafes just play D.O.T.A. I know, he's serious about it. Besides, I don't know how to play that kind of game so I continued on doing my project. After I'm done, I visited my friendster account to see if there are friend requests. Well, I do that often. I searched for his name and invited him to be one of my friends.
But I was shocked. I read some of his testimonials and I found out that he already has a girlfriend and they are recently taking the same course. "Ouch!" Then I thought of what really my feelings are.
Maybe I'm just idolizing him or admiring him but not liking him. But why is that everytime I see him, my heart beats as fast as raindrops falling from the sky. Everytime I hear his voice, my ears feel comfortable listening to him and everytime I see him play my favorite sport, my body pushes me to join him.
By the way, speaking of volleyball! Maybe I'm just seeing my past in him.
When I was in grade school (grade 6 to be specific), I have a crush that's really like him. They both have beautiful eyes, red lips, tall and most especially, knows and loves to play volleyball. Alexander makes me feel comfortable everytime I'm with him. And everytime I see him during practices, I feel like I love playing with him. Same as my feelings for _ _ _ _. I forgot to say, that we played volleyball together once. But I'm wondering of who among them made me feel so right?
Well, I think only I can answer my own questions when the right time comes. But for now, I'm still hoping and waiting for the right guy. But still, I will keep on finding my true emotions. Good Day!
